Behind the Kennel Doors

 “Welcome to Behind the Kennel Doors, where we uncover the truth about animal services what shelters really are, what they’re not, and what life is like for the dogs who pass through them.”

 “Every year, millions of dogs enter shelters. Not all of them make it out alive.”


When most people hear the word ‘animal shelter,’ they imagine a safe place. A refuge. A temporary stop on the way to a loving home. But the truth is far more complicated. Shelters are not sanctuaries. They are holding facilities often overcrowded, underfunded, and misunderstood. For the dogs inside, life is not filled with comfort or hope. It is filled with waiting. Waiting in kennels, waiting in fear, waiting for someone to see them before time runs out

Every shelter is different and has their own way of doing things, but a general rule is that dogs MUST be given a minimum of 72 hours before they are killed if the need to make space is there.

In many shelters, the harsh reality is that decisions about which dogs live and which dogs die often come down to perceived adoptability. It’s not always about need or fairness it’s about demand. Shelters weigh what the public is most likely to take home, who they believe has a better chance of being adopted quickly, and those judgments become the deciding factor. A young, small, or popular breed may be given more time, while seniors, large dogs, or stigmatized breeds may be euthanized simply because they’re harder to ‘get off the floor.’ In the end, customer demand shapes survival. and this is not how animal services was intended to be. instead this like so many other themes traditions, etc has been tainted by humans and interrupted in ways that convenance those interrupting the field of animal welfare.


Two Seniors Holding On… Praying This Isn’t Their Final Destination… begging for just one more chance at life. Code: #A587508

Female, approximately 11 years old Code: #A587575 Male, approximately 15 years old San Bernardino City Animal Shelter 333 Chandler Place San Bernardino, CA 92408 Email: sbcanimalshelter@sbcity.org Phone: (909) 998-4000 Both currently housed together in: Kennel V144

the dogs above have spent 15 years together; all they know is one another clearly their lives have been turned upside down and the only thing they have left to keep their own light on inside is each other yet here they are trapped in a shelter that holds only a 63 % save rate. this shelter also has openly admitted that they spend 60 % of their budget on salaries, and this is not including a vet or tech team. now let’s assume that they spend 20 % of what is left on a vet team at least one can hope and that’s not all that much, we are now left with just 30 % of the budget and with that 30% they need to hire a tech team and care for the animals in their care. I am going to let you finish this on your own with the hope that like me you will soon come to see how badly we as humans continue to fail the animals we claim to love. I am sure that like me many if not all of those who find themselves reading this do love animals so I am hoping that you hear what I am saying and that you don’t get caught up in a sudden need to waste time trying to defend yourself love is not all cupcakes and rainbows it sometimes is doing what is hard so that those we love are able to grow. the next thing I would like you to think about is what does love mean to you. when you say I love you or I love them or I love this or that what does that mean? what experience dose what and who you love differ from what and who you do not?

there are no wrong answers, and you do not have to share with us of course if you are willing to and want to you are more than welcome to leave a comment.

for myself love is a fondness of something or someone that exceeds the tolerance acceptance and enjoyment of what and who you like. when I say ” I love you” whether it’s to my spouse, kids, a family member, or a close friend what I am saying is ” you are a part of my life, and it’s purpose, I am truly thankful to have the honor of having our paths entangled and your presence goes into completing my overall fulfillment contentment and satisfaction with my existence here on earth.” it means that I care about your thoughts, feelings, needs, dreams, wants, likes, dislikes, fears, and I want to give back the feeling of completion, I want to help in any way I might be able to in order for you to reach your goals and dreams. it means I will respect you and treat you better than how I want to be treated, and it also means that I will always be 100% honest with you I will tell you when your actions are out of alignment with manifesting your heart’s true desires. it, means that if I have it, you have it. what is mine is available to you if a time comes that you might be in need, it means that I will be there when you need someone to vent to, someone to advocate for you someone to remind you of inner worth and get you back on track.

if this seems like we took a turn off somewhere rest assured we are right on track I promise. Before we move on and I share how this is fits into the overall message I really want to take some time to think about this entry and dig deep don’t rush into saying the first thing that comes to your mind.

thank you for you taking the time to read this thank you for showing up and for your willingness to hear what I have to say.

Leading to Recue

North Bay Animal Services in Petaluma came to my home when my dogs got out of the yard and took 5 of my dogs.

At the time, I was under the impression that I had no other choice but to give up my dogs. If
I knew, I had the choice to say no, I would have.

Later I spoke with Mark Scott the director of North Bay Animal Services and I feel that I was persuaded to sign a surrender agreement, Mark manipulated me by telling me if I didn’t do the right thing now, if I put up barriers then he could not help me and that I would end up losing everything and that he was trying to save me.

He said he just wanted to help me get them fixed and that I could find‌ them homes as I was clear that I wanted the dogs I couldn’t keep due to there being a limit on the number of dogs a house a can have to be homed with family and friends so that I could remain in their lives.

I am emotionally disabled and suffer from social anxiety, ptsd, aspergers, and ADD and verbal communication is one of my greatest struggles. 

I feel that Mark tricked me by intentionally giving me misleading information so that I would agree to let him “help” 

Since my dogs have been gone I have slipped into a depression that I am unable to shake, I email and call and neither are responded to.

I went to Petaluma to get my dogs and the shelter said that my dogs were in the back where the public does not have access to. I called the petaluma police department and the officers claimed to not have the authority to have North Bay Animal Services give me my dogs.

Mark at one point was on the phone and said that if I was calm I could see my dogs but the shelter staff did not follow through and then told the police that the dogs were not there. Mark insisted that I go to Windsor and talk to him. I told him that there was nothing to talk about. I wanted my dogs and that wasn’t going to change. My disabilities are the barrier that makes verbal communication difficult and it is unfair to demand me to “push” through them and do as Mark is asking.

My request is clear and firm. I want my dogs. I do not want them at North Bay. The shelter has a lot of shady aspects and I do not want my dogs to be the next death by mistake or any other possible misfortune outcome.

I feel that petaluma police were bias as they and Mark are in the same line of work and its like a club member pack. I feel that my disabilities made me an easy target and that were used against me to get me to allow mark to take my dogs,

Mark says a lot of good stuff and makes promises that sound like everything is going to be ok but there is no follow through and I do not feel comfortable with my animals in his care,

I want to appeal and will keep doing so until my dogs are returned whatever I need to do to get them back will be done,

I don’t want to take the road to filing a lawsuit but if there is no action by the end of the week that will be my next move.

I have reached out to members of the government and will be sending over copies of every email letter, video and any other piece of evidence to the media.

I am not trying to cause trouble I just want my dogs back with shelters being over filled and there being so many animals at risk of being killed I am unable to see why returning my dogs is so hard for mark to do. If resources are so limited why fight to spread yourself thinner the only thing I can think is that like any other business an animal shelter needs animals to in order to get funding and to gain the support of the community I went to mark before about two puppies that were found in a parking lot in lake county and he said that it was out of jurisdiction even though his organization services lake county as well he told me to basically tell the lady sorry and send the pups back with her because resources were so limited but then the following week went to a county he does not service using county transportation to get 12 dogs im not sure the number but it can be found in the newspaper because of course it was a nice touch and story for the public. 

I just want my dogs and I won’t stop until I have them back. I will keep emailing and requesting audits, court records, background checks and other reports and I will share with the public everything I learn.

What is happening is not right and something needs to be done anybody of government that has the power to help and chooses to look the other way is guilty as well and will added to any lawsuit that may arise for being in conspiracy to abuse power under the color of law and acting in ways that cause severe mental distress to a disabled individual who didn’t have the mental ability to understand the situation and had no advocate, for learning of those disabilities and continuing to allow this cruel and unusual treatment.


This was written in 2023 when the situation that sparked the idea to start a rescue happened. I remember how lost I felt how broken my heart was when they took my babies. I understand that there are ordinances but what do we do when they harm people? Why is it ok to cover a horror show of ripping pets away from their families up with ” its the law” Something needs to change, shelters are full everywhere and claim to be underfunded and understaffed well then how is it that they have the time and mind to take pets from their homes? No one had they right to tell someone how many dogs another person can have. I like many pet owners consider my fur babies my kids and to ask me to choose what ones to give up is no different than asking me to give up one of my kids. I ended up getting my dogs back all expect the baby puppies that were dished out before 8 weeks of age, that is a whole other post.

Today I rescue and advocate, so I help prevent what happened to me happening to others.

JOIN US IN GETTING CALIFORNIA TO NO KILL STATUS 

We are looking for individuals who love animals and who want to help stop the killing of healthy adoptable animals inside of California’s animal shelters. We are a small foster base rescue located in Sonoma County partnering with shelters throughout California with a focus on shelters in high kill areas,
we are working to expand our foster network as fosters are vital to our organization. without fosters there is no rescue.
we are looking for people who are willing to join us in our lifesaving mission to save the dogs of California, dogs have been known as man’s best friend since the beginning of their domestication and it’s time that man start returning that love and loyalty. please reach out to G&Cs Advocacy and Rescue Corporation no matter if you are a pet owner an animal lover advocates a shelter another rescue, we want all of you to join us and help save countless lives the first step is to fill out an application which you will find a link below we provide everything needed for foster dogs and offer compensation to our fosters, we make sure our fosters have everything they need including a team of coordinators to help and support fosters throughout their fostering. we are offering a $ 300 incentive for the first five successful foster applicants who complete the training and take in a foster dog.

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